old habits die hard

So I'm sitting here in the library, cramming for the mcats..why yet again. Cramming? For the MCATS? Yes, my study techniques from those elementary vocab tests seem to be tried and true (hopefully) because studying any other way (the prepared, consistent, grown up way) doesn't seem to work with me.

I'm sure I'll learn the lesson of being prepared the hard way....or the harder way. (Cuz I can't help but feel like this is kicking my butt). But whatever, bring it. It is surely just a test.

The first of many, actually. So might as well conquer this one.

Though I'm looking forward to one certain aspect. I'll have many overstudied and underslept comrades studying for the same board exams in the future. Yay. Because spending 8 hours in a library alone, studying for this test alone, gets to you. The lonliness is palpable when its just you and your mcat book. And it feels like nobody else understands.

I just can't wait until this phase of my life is over.